new b'i'ggining`

Next blog. Lame, I know. But the first blog was full of craps. So, I'm going to write something significant. Recalling back now, it's been erm, 3 months since i left form six's life and step my feet here. Incredible, and unimaginable is what i can describe. Seriously, I don't really think i can stay at here for so long. At least I don't think I can endure the feeling of leaving home, leaving my sweet mum, my lovely grandpa, my abusive brother, my cuttie sister, all my family and friends and of course my Donn Donn. Damn, I so miss him right now. Here's life is not consider hectic, I think, though everyday we only have few hours to sleep, life is busy as bees, but i think at least we are free from pressure. Hmm, at least not like other course where we have to strive and strive for the best, compete and compete, struggling and struggling. We just have plenty of assignments to do, have plenty of boring books to study and plenty time to watch movie. Haha. Here, everything is so clear, clear of mist, you can observe things very very clear (if you observe for long time larhs). I don't have much things to critic, don't have much things to say about it. Whatsoever, it's my new beginning, new journey, and the paths is full of insects. Ha-- 5 years more to go, so I have to build good feeling everyday, telling myself to endure, improving myself everyday and most of all, telling myself there are no turning back, it's just a road full of obstacles. This is not what i wanted for the first, but this is what I have to walk to the end, where at the end I swear to myself I will have bright lights shine at me and everything will turn out better and better. My new beginning, I don't expect people to understand me, don't expect all of them pity at me even the sweetest you, but I hope my decision is right.